Bloodied Quill (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} bloodied_quill) wrote,@ 2005-12-31 02:10:00 |
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Title: Willing
Category: fan fiction, one-shot
Genre: angst/reflective
Rating: PG
Date: December 30-31, 2005
Written for![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
50stories
Theme: #28 - Jealousy
Rating: PG
Pairing: tetsu and hyde of L’Arc~en~Ciel
Disclaimer: I do not own/am not affiliated with L’Arc~en~Ciel, Sony Ki/oon, Danger Crue, Gackt, Nippon Crown, etc. This is a work of complete fiction. It’s for fun; I’m not going to make any money off of this. However, this particular story is my own writing, so please do not claim it as yours or repost it without permission.
Comments: This fic implies Gackt x hyde and hyde x Megumi. It’s rather harsh on both hyde and Gackt. It is my third challenge.
Word count: 351 POV: First person (tetsu)
Summary: They know what hyde is. And they can’t seem to care.
“I’m going to miss you.”
“I know, tet-chan.”
“I mean it, hyde.”
“I know. I’ll miss you, too.”
And he smiled like I was overreacting, tousled my hair and kissed me goodbye. And I know he played that same line with his wife. And I know she fell for it just like I always did.
He was too busy to miss either of us. He was always too busy to miss anyone. Or maybe he just couldn’t care enough to be bothered. And it was just a part of his charm that kept anyone from telling him to take his ego and stuff it up his ass, and kindly try not to let the door hit him there on the way out. Just a part of his charm that made you fall for him, made you not want to get up. Just part of the charm that made you know you couldn’t trust him, but stupidly do it anyway.
But he was cheating on his wife with me. So why did I ever think he wouldn’t cheat again with that…thing?
I won’t call him anything better than that. I won’t do it. I can’t do it.
I don’t even know what hyde saw in him. Phony light hair and phony blue eyes and a phony smile with that hideous cologne and an ego that made hyde’s look like nothing.
I don’t know how they didn’t clash horribly.
No, I do. Never mind.
Because even if he was a brat with an overly healthy sex drive, he wasn’t insincere. He really was gentle, and he really could be sweet. And he really did mean it. He just didn’t hesitate to let that be his way into your pants.
Or in the case of that…thing, hyde just didn’t hesitate to let that be the way to have him begging to get into his pants.
But it was that charm that kept me from hitting that beautiful, sheepish face when he told me what he’d done.
And that charm keeps me his willing captive. Even when I know I’ll never be the only one.
Category: fan fiction, one-shot
Genre: angst/reflective
Rating: PG
Date: December 30-31, 2005
Written for
50storiesTheme: #28 - Jealousy
Rating: PG
Pairing: tetsu and hyde of L’Arc~en~Ciel
Disclaimer: I do not own/am not affiliated with L’Arc~en~Ciel, Sony Ki/oon, Danger Crue, Gackt, Nippon Crown, etc. This is a work of complete fiction. It’s for fun; I’m not going to make any money off of this. However, this particular story is my own writing, so please do not claim it as yours or repost it without permission.
Comments: This fic implies Gackt x hyde and hyde x Megumi. It’s rather harsh on both hyde and Gackt. It is my third challenge.
Word count: 351 POV: First person (tetsu)
Summary: They know what hyde is. And they can’t seem to care.
“I’m going to miss you.”
“I know, tet-chan.”
“I mean it, hyde.”
“I know. I’ll miss you, too.”
And he smiled like I was overreacting, tousled my hair and kissed me goodbye. And I know he played that same line with his wife. And I know she fell for it just like I always did.
He was too busy to miss either of us. He was always too busy to miss anyone. Or maybe he just couldn’t care enough to be bothered. And it was just a part of his charm that kept anyone from telling him to take his ego and stuff it up his ass, and kindly try not to let the door hit him there on the way out. Just a part of his charm that made you fall for him, made you not want to get up. Just part of the charm that made you know you couldn’t trust him, but stupidly do it anyway.
But he was cheating on his wife with me. So why did I ever think he wouldn’t cheat again with that…thing?
I won’t call him anything better than that. I won’t do it. I can’t do it.
I don’t even know what hyde saw in him. Phony light hair and phony blue eyes and a phony smile with that hideous cologne and an ego that made hyde’s look like nothing.
I don’t know how they didn’t clash horribly.
No, I do. Never mind.
Because even if he was a brat with an overly healthy sex drive, he wasn’t insincere. He really was gentle, and he really could be sweet. And he really did mean it. He just didn’t hesitate to let that be his way into your pants.
Or in the case of that…thing, hyde just didn’t hesitate to let that be the way to have him begging to get into his pants.
But it was that charm that kept me from hitting that beautiful, sheepish face when he told me what he’d done.
And that charm keeps me his willing captive. Even when I know I’ll never be the only one.
